I’m fucking tired of everything I can feel it in my bones. They could be breaking if they were to express how fragile I am. Life is fucking fragile taking people away people who didn’t deserve it while so many people out here want it so bad why not with me? Now I’m stuck to bring my family some happiness and how could I be so selfish to go away when they need me? That’s not me. I help. But I’m getting destroyed. I don’t need anyone to get destroyed because of me too. I have to be strong and it suckssssssssssss soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard